Archive-name: FirstGay/ftg097.txt Archive-author: Archive-title: My First TIme I was talking to a new friend the other night and he wanted to know just when I realized I was gay. I told him that I realized that boys interested me from the time I was about 5 or 6. I used to live in the city of Poughkeepsie in New York and our house was next to a city playground and across from a baseball park. Every time there was a ball game, a friend and I would sneak into the gym and watch the men change into their uniforms. I'm not sure I realized it was sex I was interested in at the time, but I knew I liked to see hairy asses and especially in jockstraps. Later on I found that I could have feelings of love for some of my male classmates that were as intense as the feelings I had for the girls. By my Junior year of high school, I knew I wanted to have sex with Joe, but I didn't know how to approach him. I remember that I always kept track of where he was, and tried to be near him as much as possible. He was older than I by almost two years, since I started first grade at 5 and he had been kept back one year. At the end of the school year that summer the junior and senior shop classes had a picnic at a large lake north of the city about 30 miles. If I was bad about Joe in class, imagine how it was for me when I saw him in a bathing suit. He could have asked me to do almost anything and I would have agreed. Joe and Steve had always been good friends, and we shared a mutual friend in Tommy. All three were in my classes. During the afternoon of the picnic, Tommy came over to me and asked if I would be interested in going out in a canoe. It sounded like a good idea to me, so we took off with me in front and Tommy paddling in the rear. As we paddled across the lake, we went around a bend in the shoreline and were suddenly all alone. We paddled along for a short while and Tommy said, "Man, I've got to piss, but I don't dare stand up or we'll tip over. How about if we pull in to shore for a minute?" I agreed, and we headed toward a spot where we could get ashore. We tied up the canoe and Tommy headed up a narrow path. He stood at the top of the bank and pulled down his trunks. I could see that he had a nice looking cock, and when he was done pissing, he gave it a few tugs and it started to grow. I found this to be exciting and could feel my own dick stir. Tommy said, "I wonder where this path goes? Should we check it out?" Without waiting for an answer he headed along the path. I scrambled up the bank and caught up with him. We walked along until we came to a clearing. Tommy stopped short and put his hand out to signal me to stop. In the clearing, lying on a blanket, were Joe and Steve. At first I didn't know who it was, because Joe was kissing Steve so I couldn't see either of their faces. What I could see was that their hands were busy working on each other's cocks. Tommy whispered that we should stay very quiet and we'd get a good show. Almost immediately Joe sat up and removed Steve's bathing suit. Then he stood up, removed his own, and knelt over Steve's face. He had his back toward us, so it was left to our imaginations what he was doing. Whatever it was, it brought Steve's long tapered cock to attention. From the way that Joe was undulating his hips, it was obvious that he was fucking Steve's mouth and I only wished I could see better. Tommy must have read my mind, because he moved back down the path a bit and quietly walked to a spot where we could see what was happening. Even from a distance Joe's cock was stunning. I always knew it would be beautiful. And his balls were quite heavy too. I didn't realize it at first, but Tommy had let me get in front when we moved, so he was standing behind me now. I was suddenly aware that his breathing was quite heavy, and when I turned around I saw that his cock was out and he was caressing it as he watched. I looked at it and then decided to do the same. As I slid my suit down and took old peter in my hand, Tommy moved up close behind me and whispered, "I'll do that for you if you want me to." With that he slid his arms around my waist and went straight for the cock. I almost came when he first touched me. He realized I was close and only held it without moving. Continued -- ÿ